Love Hurts!

Define Love I said! Love the dictionary said is a strong feeling of affection. A great interest and pleasure in something. A person or thing that one loves. I say: I am glad I did not listen to the dictionary to love you. Define Love I researched the internet. Wikipedia said: In English, love refers to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from pleasure (“I loved that meal”) to interpersonal attraction (“I love my partner”). “Love” may refer specifically to the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love, to the sexual love of eros, to the emotional closeness of familial love, to the platonic love that defines friendship,[4] or to the profound oneness or devotion of religious love[5], or to a concept of love that encompasses all of those feelings. This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, compared to other emotional states.” I say: thats better. Love is indeed COMPLEX!

I truly love you but because love is so complex and intense you sometime do not understand me. You mistake my passion for anger, my sweetness for bitterness. You are constantly on my mind. I want to be close to you. How can I get your attention? How can I get you to love me back as much as I love you. You do not! So, I get angry with you. I even sometime hurt you. It’s not because I do not care. It’s because I LOVE YOU and I want you to love me back. I want what’s best for you.

I see you harming yourself with all those who say they love you. They only want to be with you when you are throwing a party or having fun. They tell you what you want to hear. They glorify your beauty, but they are almost never truthful to you. But that’s not love. Love happens when no one is around. Love happens when you are sick. Love happens when you need someone in the most difficult times of your life. Love happens when you need someone to lean on. I am not a party person or a sweet talker. This is why I believe I will not get your attention but that does not mean I do not love you.

Recently, I have been cruel to you and to your family. I know I have hurt you so many times. I know that I have been harsh. I realize now that my passion overtook my mind and I was mean, really mean to you. You probably do not deserve it. But, please understand that I have done it out of love. I let my emotions in the way and I slandered you on Twitter, Facebook, and everywhere I went. People thought I was bitter. People thought that I hated you. They do not realize that everything I said was out of love. I put a dent on our relationship.

Today, in front of everyone, I want to apologize to you. I ask you to forgive me. From today on, I will love you and will do whatever it takes to help you overcome your problems. I know you will always be surrounded by people who pretend to love you. Who will never tell you the truth. I will always tell you the truth and I know deep in my heart that one day, no matter how long it will take, you will realize that I truly loved you and wanted whats best for you.

You are after all my country and I will always be yours forever.

Eissa

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